coffee

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Every day, coffee makes me very happy. I'm drinking Austin's special Ruta Maya organic coffee. Ever since last June, when I went dairy/sugar/gluten-free for a month, I have been drinking my coffee black. I did bring the sugar back. Now it reminds me of dark chocolate; dark sweet warm morning drink which makes my brain very happy. 
At any given moment I have a little storm of thoughts raining in my head, it's hard to know where to make the needle drop. Like just now I just thought of how many cereals we have to mix in DD's breakfast bowl, about how I miss Paris, how I need to get the inventory of tshirts from a store we're in, and the fact that I'm not dressed yet, and how the reading skills of babies and toddlers is a foremost concern in my life.
I want to go camping. I want to install the bicycle seat on the other bike so we can take the kids biking before it becomes 200 degrees here for many many months. Of course I also need a bike rack so we can take the bikes to a nice trail instead of our grueling slanted neighborhood. And for this I need money, which unfortunately has to all go to the mortgage now. So I guess I'm stuck with an uninstalled bike seat, miles of untravelled paths, and debt instead. Off to check my latest lottery ticket!

dance party, yeah yeah

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The whole family is going to Little Lounge Lizards today, it's a dance party at a real nightclub, but during the day and for the under-10 and parents set. With a real dj and good music. At least I hope we don't have to dance to some crappy folk kids music. 

I think dh worked overtime last night because he went to bed at 7:45, which is when Baby decided to wake up today, acting like a little bushy tailed bunny in bed and amusing the last of dh's consciousness with his antics. I had to pull him out when he started jump on dh's head. But we're waking him at noon to come to the dance party so hopefully he'll get enough rest.

mornings

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I'm dogged by the constant feeling that I'm forgetting something. I have more on my plate than the average person, though I know we're all super busy. It's 8am and a very dry morning. The baby has nursed me so dry it's like all my cells had to contribute to the milk to make sure there was some. I need a drink of water, but here on the couch, where Baby and Toddler are watching their "mommy needs time to wake up" show, is where I have to be stuck unless I want to hear Baby's shriek of separation anxiety lest I move a muscle.
I also would like to put in a load of laundry, make some coffee, and fold up the clean laundry. At least the baby's diaper is already changed! The toddler still hasn't gone potty. 
Today we're going to stay around the house. Maybe I'll put the xmas decorations away. What? Yeah it's February. At least they're in boxes in the guest bedroom, not all over the living room. 
I could go through several bags of old papers and mail. Find something for dinner to cook. Need to find out the inventory of one of the stores where we sell our baby tshirts that we make. I can post more of Toddler's old clothes on ebay, the special box that has the brand names saved. I need to call back the exterminator company which has been hounding us to schedule some maintenance. I have to call Baby's midwife to get together this month for some catching up. And I never did call back to get my pap results. This list is boring me. I haven't blogged or journaled in a long time. It just doesn't seem like I have the time or energy to peruse my own thought process in the detail I used to.
It's 40 minutes later and I still haven't gotten that drink of water.

dogged

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I'm dogged by the constant feeling that I'm forgetting something. 


Everything

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I want to start blogging for real about all aspects of my life. Don't know if this is feasible, because life might actually get in the way? But I have so much going on, I think it would be useful to not fragment myself all over the internet. It would be nice to talk about working from home, the kids, music, and all my interests all in one place. 

chat

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When I was in high school the whole internet thing was just starting and I remember going into online chat rooms and having lots of meaningless conversations. It amazes me that I even knew how to access these. I have no idea what I used to talk about even. Just regular teenage gossip I suppose, punctuated by actual exchange of ideas. The last time I was in a chat room was probably circa '99, when going into a chat room would break up the monotony of the desk temp jobs I was working at the time. 

New Year's Eve song from Rockosaurus Rex: free download

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"Auld Lang Syne," the song everyone loves to sing on New Year's Eve, even though you don't know the words, has been turned into a rock song by Rockosaurus Rex (the hard rock band that does classic kids' songs). The song is available for listening or download for free on the website. Play it tonight, wherever you are, to celebrate the New Year:

rockosaurusrex.com